For Now

If it's not forever, it's for now.
If it's not forever, it's for now
If it's not forever, it's for now, now, now... (x3)
It's not forever? It might as well be never

It used to be I was the only thing that she saw
now she walks away and she don't look back at all
got me looking back at my flaws
being fake with me, a plastic doll
I chase tail like cats and dogs
had her on all fours, animals, hands to paws
pause, let the fans applaud
I got lines and they catch 'em all,
now back to broad
remember when she started actin' odd?
real cold hearted after we minaj?
she just wanted what's in my sack, Santa Claus
She couldn't hide the look in her eye with camouflage
she had my back, gave me a back massage
but then italian jobbed it, sabotage
I thank God, that I didn't add her on to my tatted arm
cuz then I would've scratched it off
it's get over the fact this shit aint lastin' long
or be at an institution in a room with padded walls
with shrink notes in folders of what I told her
photos, keeping track of me as I get older
my whole outlook looking colder
cold enough to freeze tears pourin' out the eye of the beholder
and whoever's crying on his shoulder
you know what? (what?)
so what? from so many wounds I sow up
working with casino luck
showing me no love
like I'll eat it up by waiters playing violas baby?
I aint paying for it, see, now we go dutch
and I chug a duce, you're single,
you don't need no one, it's cool
neither do I, and after tonight
I have a view like as if before I never knew site
or ever used my two eyes, baby had me too blind
aside from my pupils you can see whoever you like
we were tighter than laces keeping my tennis shoe tied
doin' it big, me and my bitch ready to die
if everything you said was a lie,
I'm alive to tell the story even though you say I'm dead in your eyes
that's why...
(Sample)
"I don't see my in your eyes no more..." (Repeat)